mature...

well... just realised i am a level more mature than before..
i now realised i wasted time going out on new years eve..
i now realised i am happy cause i canceled invitation to drinking at bars at christmas day.
its because.. think carefully.. i go, i drink, get high, have fun.. what benefits i get in the end?
fun.... i go curve all... laugh and all .. end up come back ... its the same thing..
all waste money also...
i regretted wasting my form 4 life..
form 4 life is a honeymoonyear.. but u shouldnt just honeymoon and do nothing else.. u could study abit and also do your hobbies more.. which i certainly did not...
i realised talking in class is fun and its good for school life but now since i have to study form 4 and 5 in one year.... i do not even have to time to study in class
i was happy to sit alone at the front row.. i didnt expect to get the front row but well i did.. easier for me since i cant really see even with my specs on since power increase...
and i realised blogging is a waste of time too.. thats why i didntblog bout basketball and all recently...
anyway, now i am aiming to be an all rounder.. as everyone says.. just study and study and study cause its spm.. yup true... but isnt it more challenging if u are able to score straight a1s and at the same time be good at something else... i have never seen anyone from samad being able to do that... so now my highest aim.. my whole life now maybe sad and boring for what u guys observe but its damn fun to me.. since i now its beneficial and since i am having my form 3 attitude(pure nerd) .....which enjoys studying...
aim for this year...
straighta1s...
basketballer....
classical guitar grade 6(currently learning grade 5)
electric guitar grade 3(grade 2 now...)
wushu... (something which i like since young although i realised i still love basketball more than this..
and my ears have leveled!... i am liking all kinds of music... almost all lar.. like 80 percent of any music i hear i like it... and any jazz pop rock blues i enjoy as long as its played on electric guitar.. and super boring orchestra sounds nice to me too...! happy that my ears have leveled.. i enjoy and appreciate music more now since now every song i enjoy the drums, guitar, bass, and vocals when i used to enjoy vocals only.... i now most people only noe how to appreciate the vocals of any music.... so yealar... talented in music field:P

and yean yi! i didnt copy u:P i learning wushu and karatedo(from school):P..